I finally got a DVD of Nacho Libre, a film I've wanted to see, really cheap...5 dollars. So, I've had my dinner of a hot pastrami sandwich and some potato chowder, and I'll feed the cats, shower and dress for bed--then sit up watching part of the film before falling asleep, instead of my usual sitting up with my notebook or a book to read.
But first...a meme, which sent to me by a nice young lady who goes by the handle, DTforevagirl...yes, a fan girl...but a nice fan-girl...not one of those drooly manic over-sexed obsessive one's (shudder).
DTgurl's meme: (NOTE: I may have done this one before...seems vaugely familiar.
i am: a bit of a loser, sometimes
i think: it is nearly time for bed.
i know: that Dr Who is the greatest television programme on the planet
i want: to write a really brillant play or piece of Who-fic someday
i have: watched the Dr Who Christmas preview tonight
i wish: for a more secure existance
i sometimes hate: too much loud noise
i miss: my mum--today is the third anniversary of her death
i fear: homelessness
i feel: relaxed and happy
i hear: cars outside on the street, Bonnie Prince Charlie snoring, the clock ticking
i smell: my pastrami sandwich
i crave: More Dr Who! 
i search: for better understanding
i wonder: If I'll ever have a better life than this, or if this is all there is and ever will be.
i regret: a whole lot of things
i love: my cats
i ache: in my right foot where the tendon/ligament's ripped
i care: about my friends, and about people who are also having a hard time
i always: wash my left arm first in the shower..dunno' why.
i am not: into sex, drugs or drinking.
i believe: that the only certain thing in life, is death
i dance: Not bloodly likely!
i sing: very badly.
i cry: from hoplessness, financial crises, or just because I'm really sad or tired.
i last cried: today, still grieveing a bit for my mum, I guess.
i don’t always: remember to take my meds
i fight: bigotry and injustice
i write: every chance I get during the day, even if it's just some stupid meme.
i win: at the horses, sometimes--but only if I can actually see them going to post--NOT that I gamble often--about once or twice a year as a rule. Mostly I just enjoy seeing them...gosh they're beautiful.
i lose: things I care about, more often than what's good for a person.
i never: party 'cos I'm never asked, and I don't drink, anyway.
i confuse: numbers a lot, can't do any sort of subtraction or division or multiplication.
i listen: to the sounds around me, no matter where I am.
i can usually be found: on my computer, blogging, ha-ha.
i am scared: of spiders, fire, lightning, being sectioned and homelessness.
i need: stability
i am happy about: Dr Who, my cats, writing, getting to talk to my friends..not necessairly in that order.
i fantasize about: I really don't have any real dreams of fantasies any longer...but sometimes I sort of wish I could pack my cats and all my belongings, and live and work in the UK somewhere--it's a totally unrealistic and stupid dream, I know...and I don't take it very seriously, but yeah, I've lain awake at night and thought about what it might be like--of course the reality would probably be a worse life than I have now, ha-ha.
if i had a dream job: it would be to write--ideally about Dr Who or horses or theater..but anything would do, provided I could make a living off it--or do some kind of voice work, like reading the news or presenting...really both these things fall more into the above category, though.
.i like to cook: old fashioned comfort food like I grew up with-- like casseroles and skillet suppers, pot roast, meat loaf..that sort of thing. I CAN cook "gourmet," I just am not inclined that way, most of the time.
i am always true to: my nature..I am who I am, and--except when I was taking theater courses and had to be someone else, ha-ha, but,--prefer to be just plain ol' me...take me or leave me.