Thank you all for your kind thoughts and words.
Sadly, I really can't use the internet much at home any longer.
1. It's incredibly slow to connect, thereby making my high-speed connection a total waste of money.
2. The advert trojans are so numerous, that they comepletely interfere with my ablity to type or pretty much do anything.
3. The trojan is, apparently, here to stay. After spending several hours doing virus scans, and spyware scans and whatnot, it is UNREMOVABLE. Quite frankly, I find having adverts for direct tv's NFL showings, hottiematches and other crap adverts really too tiring to fight, to bother dealing with the internet.
4. Unfortunately, that last bout with near homelessness last March, was the straw that broke my emotional back. I literally cannot deal with any more bad stuff happening to me. I'd rather be alone, shut out from the world, than deal with the horror, frustration and huge stress of fighting a trojan to use the internet.
5. Life is crap, I'm a loser, and I just have to live with that. Nothing's ever going to change--except maybe for the worse. I'm always going to have crap happen to me, and that's that.
6. There will be no getting a new computer, or fixing this. I just don't have those kinds of funds. I'm only a telemarketer, working 20 hours a week and getting a disability cheque from the govt, I'm not Mrs. Donald Trump, and I doubt that anyone will ever be paying me for anything I've written in my lifetime, so no computer. I've about as much chance of fixing this, or getting a new 'puter, as I have of walking on the moon, or flying in the Tardsi.
As I've mentioned, I will blog sometimes, but only briefly--I do only get a 10 min. break at work. However, the Roasting David (Tennant) blog, and my political blog Anti-con, I will no longer be able to use, because A. I live in a conservative political town and my employers might take umbrage to my liberal political blog. B. I can't access pictures from the work computer, so can't post any captions to DT's spoof blog.
(And, no, using a library computer is not an option, I'm afraid.)
Thank you all, for your too kind thoughts and words. I hardly deserve them. I'm not anybody, just a blogger. I do hope to continue reading your blogs from work from time to time.
I won't be shutting off my internet yet, as I'm paid up through early November, but (arrghh! more popups! This is taking FOREVER to type!) so I many post on here once ina while, just only when I feel I have the patience.