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Posts archive for: 24 September, 2008
  • It's no use, sorry.

    No, I'm not going to harm myself, but I am in tears, right now, to be honest.

    My computer is acting all wonky....I can't even USE firefox...and IE either keeps kicking me off the net, or starts doing funky things while I'm trying to type.

    It's hopeless. I have no fight left in me. I'm just sick in my heart of all this crap. I will be online at work, of course, very briefly, but certainly I will no longer be able to do Roasting David Tennant, or My liberal blog, and no longer shall I be able to post about personal or work related issues.

    This may not be my literal last post, but it most certainly will likely be my last "personal" post.

  • Aw NOOOO!!!!

    I went on the Telegraph's website...suddenly I'm getting funky popups again...ANOTHER stinking virus!!!!

    SOB!!!

    Okay, I don't need this crap. Some days I really do wish I'd never been born. :( :( :(

  • Happy-slapping Russell T. Davies

    Whoa!

    I belong to several Dr Who forums, and while I seldom go on to say anything, very often, I read them.

    Well, a week ago, I jumped into a discussion with both feet, square into the poo vat, apparently.

    The discussion revolved around RTD--not just his Dr Who stuff, but the other programmes he's done...personally, I've only seen Casenova and one episode of that that series of Queer as Folk, or something like that.

    Yes, good people, I made the mistake of dissing Davies. Not bad, I didn't mean it to come off as anything negative, I was just giving my unbiased, honest opinion. I mean, I hardly have any hate for the man, I've (mostly) gotten over my grudge over that stunt he pulled in episode 12...mostly...well, sort of...okay, I'm still a little angry...but, not as angry as I was...I really AM getting over it.

    Anyway, Casenova was really good, but I'm afraid Queer as Folk didn't do anything for me, and also, sometimes, his writing on Dr Who doesn't jive with me, either. But, except for the one isolated incident with Series 4 E12, I've never taken it to heart, and just shrug and deal, and move on, ya'know?

    Thing is, Davies is a sophisicated man of the world, and I'm a backwater woman, living on a carbuncle in the Adirondacks, I'm a genuine old maid, a closet transcendentalist and by my own admission, not always the sharpest tool in the old toolbox, at least not these days.

    I mean, there's this huge cultural, educational and social gap between us, and...that's fine. I'm sure Davies wouldn't like most of the stuff I write, if he ever saw it.

    But, boy-howdy! You would not believe how I've just been raked over the coals for saying that I thought he overdid episode 13 a bit for my tastes, and for saying that I didn't care for Queer as Folk. I DID also say, that I thought it was brilliant, anyway, so I'm not sure why I'm getting snarky replies. For goodness sake you'd think I'd just happy-slapped the poor guy!

    AND, because I didn't like Queer as Folk, I've just been branded a homophobe! That's rich. My two best friends for about five years, was a happily partnered gay couple, that I used to hang out with, practically every day--we were almost like family, for pity's sake..they used to check on my mum--who also considered them friends, when I couldn't be home. People are what they are. I am just...astounded though, that anyone would be so thick, to jump to the conclusion that just because you don't like a programme that features gay lifestyles, that that means you don't like gays..."no," I replied, "it means that I simply didn't like it...I watched one episode and found it boring--I don't like romance novels, the Oprah book selections, or most New York Times best sellers, either, so what's THAT say about me???"

    Russell T. Davies IS, in fact, a brilliant writer, there can be no arguing that...but you know, I make my own paths to follow, and the reality is, I just don't relate to every thing the man writes. What's wrong with that?

    Sheesh. Think I'll go to bed now...if my drunken, hillbilly neighbours will shut the hell up long enough to allow me to actually sleep. Have a good Wednesday, all.

  • Doctor Who play nominated, David Tennant nominated

    A play called the Dalek Masterplan, based on the original William Hartnell episodes has been nominated for two awards. The play was a sell out in Plymouth, England.

    Also, David Tennant, the tenth Doctor, was nominated for a Tony "shadow" award, and although he didn't win, it's still quite an honour.

    Good luck to both the play's producers and cast, it is hoped they will romp home with a well-earned prize.

  • Gran...

    I don't remember much about my gran. That would be my dad's mum. Both my mother's mum, and my father's dad, died well before I was born.

    Dad never knew his father, a Polish immigrant named Stanislaw. Stanislaw died in a boiler explosion just a few months before dad was born, in the summer of 1924. Gran and her husband came over on a boat from Poland, landing at Ellis Island, and then somehow ending up in a little rural town in the foothills west of Albany, NY, labouring on a dirt farm. How they made their way to the little city dad grew up in, is anybody's guess, though there was a strong Polish-Ukranian presence in that place.

    Gran was faced with raising seven children alone--while she was still pregnant with dad. My grandmother, Bertha, by the way, was totally deaf, and could not speak.

    It wasn't easy on any of the family, growing up in a small industrial city, through the late twenties, into the Great Depression, and then, there was the Second World War.

    Dad was sent to Catholic School, which was not a nice place for the poor, youngest son of a deaf-mute widow. I particularly remember one story, how in the early 1930's, his mum had no money to spare for a school tie, and sent him to school without one. The nun, rather than show compassion for a poor child, made my dad take a pair of scissors, and cut out a paper tie, which she then made him stand in front of the class and pin on his shirt, before sending him home with a note, telling his mum that he was not to return to school without a proper tie.

    It must have been quite hard on both dad and his mum, for dad to recall it so vividly to me, back when I was in my teens, in the mid-70's.

    But, somehow, his mum managed to provide for her family. I never knew how, though dad intimated that gran took in washing and did odds and ends for the neighbours. And of course his older brothers--he had three sisters and three brothers--helped as they could. I recall dad telling how, in the Depression, he and his brothers used to pick up spilled coal from alongside the rail tracks, for their home, and scrap metal to sell. Some of you possibly may have seen that film, "The Christmas Story," where little Robbie wanted a Red Ryder BB rifle more than anything? That was no fiction. Most boys in the late 30's and early 40's wanted that BB rifle...including dad. He dreamed of that gun. Then, Christmas day dawn. Dad woke and rushed into the living room, looked under the tree....no gun. Just like the boy in the film, dad was crushed. Crying, he asked his mum why Santa didn't bring him his gun. And, smiling, his mum pointed behind the sofa. There, on the floor behind the sofa, wrapped in colourful paper and a bow: A Red Ryder BB gun.

    Dad told me this story one Christmas, when I was about 12, I think, Christmas of 1971, long before the film was ever made...so I guess "Robbie's" story, wasn't so fictional, after all.

    I barely remember gran. Mum was very fond of her,though. Dad's family managed a swimming pool and roller skating rink at an amusement park in our village..which was later torn down shortly before I was born, to make way for the Mid-City Shopping Center . Sadly, gran's kids sort of ignored her. Dad was, I'm quite ashamed to say, embarrassed by his mum. But then, mum's epilepsy and my having DCD embarrassed him. Image was everything to dad, and I'm afraid some members of his family didn't quite meet up with his ideals. Dad didn't often like to talk about gran, and I probably learned more about her through mum, than dad.

    My only real memory of gran, was of her holding me tenderly sitting on an arm chair...I think I was only just three at the time--why do I remember that? Not sure, but I do. Mum said gran loved me very much. And you know what? I believed her.

    You know, the thing I remember most about gran? Her smile. Gran had a smile that would outshine the sun. I've a photo of her, with such a beaming, lovely smile...sometimes I just look at it, and think, "what a lucky woman, to have been so very happy in the final years of a long, hard life."

    Mum used to joke, that she smiled like that, 'cos she never had to listen to her kids whinge and moan. :)

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