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Posts archive for: 28 July, 2008
  • Feeling better...I hope

    I delayed my trip to the laundromat, to hang out and check in on Flamey from time to time.

    Last trip, she was a bit more alert, and has stopped whinging at me.

    Now, with encouragment from me, she's come out of her box she was hiding in, and is sitting in the living room washing her front paw.

    She's still walking a bit stiff in the back end though. I suspect--because she's slightly blind--that she may have hurt herself jumping down from a closet shelf or the 'fridge, but have no idea. At least whatever was ailing her, seems to be not as serious as it first had seemed. She even tried to drink a bit, which is a good sign.

    Well, I am off to do the laundry, won't be back home 'till around 9 or half-past nine. Have a good evening, all.

  • How do you deactivate the "new" design?

    There's nothing anywhere that I can see on this whole blog, that tells you how to deactivate the new design and go back to the old one. Does anyone know where on earth BCUK put these instructions, or are we non-computer geeks just supposed to guess?

  • Flamey's sick!

    I came home but couldn't find Flame..she was in the closet, and she's not well. Her back end is hurting her and she's crying. She won't eat or drink. She was fine this morning...what happened to her, while I was gone?

    The worst thing is, there's absolutely nothing I can do for her, except keep an eye on her, make sure she's as comfy as possible and give her extra love and attention. There's absolutely no funds for a vet--last time we went, just for wormer and a shot, it cost nearly $100--and that didn't include the $15 round-trip cab fare. I just paid a bill that came in Saturday, so now I've got about $45 dollars--well, less than that, as I have to do the laundry yet. I just hope the wee thing will be okay. She's such a character and a loving cat, I'd hate to have anything happen to her.

  • Blather about how BUCK sux, weather, cops, food and music

    BUCK has LOT of bugs, apparently--or am I the ONLY having multiple issues with this site?

    What the heck is going on with this blinking blog lately????

    Maybe I should just find another blog, if this one's very apparently not working properly, I don't know. I really like this blog--obviously, since I'm still here, nearly two years on. But, it's really getting tedious having to constantly re-do everything, and some of the features I liked about BUCK, are either working slowly, or not working at all, period.

    Anyway..REPOSTING this entry: :roll:

    Nice cool day on tap today...not going to be more than about 80 F, which is great.

    The police just here, pounding on doors, looking for the nephew next door--with an arrest warrant. Lovely.

    Scrared the hell out of me--oh, not about the arrest, but the pounding on the door--the cops hereabouts are not the gentlest souls, when it comes to banging on and bashing in people's doors--the landlord's STILL haven't fixed my kitchen door, from where the cop kicked it in (unwarrented--because I kept yelling at him I was coming...they'd woken me up from a sound sleep--I was on painkillers at the time, and I was sleeping a tad..rude).

    Tired but feeling slightly better..still weak but at least I'm not listing to port when I walk, ha-ha.

    Have to go to the laundromat after work, as I opted to stay home yesterday, to recuperate...whcih was a good choice, I think. Today will be a much more comfy day to be hanging around hot dryers, methinks.

    I'll take the trolley into Lake George and hike down the street to the laundromat--wish is was a bit more closer to Route 9, the trolley drops me off, but, reckon I can manage...I'm a tough old broad, ha-ha.

    So, grits with butter and salt for breakfast, hamburg and fries for lunch, another hamburger and more fries for dinner....but, no complaints. It's worth it. I get to wear my new denim dress to work today. :)

    I forgot that I had a package of pork spare ribs in the freezer, talk about a happy discovery. And, by happy coincidence, I also have a bottle of State Fair Spedie sauce, yum-yum. (A "spedie" is a type American kebab--usually chicken or pork cubes, basted with spedie sauce, and then served on a wooden skewer, or on flat bread, by food vendors at county and state fairs--hence the name "State Fair.")

    There's four construction workers on the street outside...two to manhandle the manhole cover, and two to stand there drinkking coffee and watch to make sure the other two are doing it right. Typical. :))

    Why can't I find a job like that--"what do YOU do for a living?" "Oh, I stand around drinking coffee and watching other people work for a living."

    So, listening to the radio and drinking...a pepsi. I'm out of coffee. :(

    SONG/ARTIST

    Tequila Sunrise/The Eagles
    Hollywood Fix/The Pink Soldiers
    Role Model/The Proclaimers
    The Reason I'm Leaving/Fraz Ferdinand
    Superman/R.E.M.
    Round and Round/New Order
    Accused of Love/Tom Petty
    Selfish Jean/Travis
    Kokomo/The Beach Boys
    Come Back/Moshav Band
    Sometimes I Remember/Pernice Brothers
    Falling into Space/Don Diego
    Flathead/The Fratellis
    Disappointed/Electronic
    You Spin Me Round/Dead or Alive
    In My Place/Coldplay
    I don't want to Know/Fleetwood Mac
    DJ Culture/Pet Shop Boys
    Love Rollercoaster (live)/Dazz Band
    Falling by the Wayside/People in Places
    The Only Rose/Runrig
    Toy Soldiers (live)/Carbon Leaf
    Tainted Love/Soft Cel
    We're An American Band/Grand Funk Railroad
    Star Bodies/The New Pornographers
    Love's Lost Gaurentee/ Rogue Wave
    I Can't Sleep/The La's
    Modern Way/Kaiser Chiefs
    The Last Waltz Suite (Take a Load off Benny)/The Band
    Grade 9/Barenaked Ladies
    Crazy for the Girl/Evan and Jaron

  • Doctor Who and Me

    I was thinking a bit about the New Doctor Who series. It's definately something one cannot take at face value.

    I don't always agree with Russell T. Davies or Julie Gardner's choices--but then, tough cheese. I don't imagine it's an easy job, and certainly I'm not smart enough to do it, so who am I to sit here on my arse, second-guessing?

    So, while I disagreed with some things, overall, it would certainly be churlish of me to complain, because the show has just been so brilliant and unusual...most of the time, anyway. And well, as my late-aunt used to say, "only God is perfect", and the rest of us just have to be human, and muddle through as best we can.

    Yes, I did have a huge problem with the "shocker" regen scene. I still am not comfortable with my reaction and the way it seriously disturbed me. I am doing all I can to curb in my Dr Who obsession--watching the videos several times a week, instead of every day, ceasing writing fan fiction, staying away from the forums, that sort of thing. As you can see from this blog, I haven't given it up entirely though.

    It's like, just because I can't ride or be around horses any longer, and had to sell off all of my antique saddles and most of my other equestrian collectables to pay for mum's funeral, doesn't mean that I've stopped having an interest in horses. I still, several times a year, buy the mini-model horses that (mostly) sell for under $5.

    I can't be involved in theater any longer, but I still read (and sometimes write) plays, and browse theatre websites.

    You can enjoy something without being obsessed with it. Granted, it's hard when you really, really adore something. Like when I was a groom, it was some of the happiest days of my life, because I just loved my job so much--couldn't wait to get there in the morning, often lingered after quitting time. It was the same with some of my courses in college as well, especially the English, jounalism and theater classes.

    Series Four had some good and bad points--mostly good, I'm pleased to say, thanks to Catherine Tate's brilliant acting. Wow, she's lovely! I really loved her character--especially when Russell revealed her to be so much like me--a woman who doesnt' think anyone cares what she thinks, who doesn't feel she's anyone special. I feel that way all the time--in fact, my motto these days is (besides the, "life sucks and then you die" one) is "somebody has to be nobody, and that's me, in a nutshell."

    And, I was a temp for a while in the 1980's, by the way. A somewhat good receptionist and top-notch file clerk, I worked for three different temp agencies. And also, another similarity, is that my dad was a lot like Donna's mum, too.

    As for the last two epidsodes of the series, at first, I was surprised at Sarah Jane's rather wimpy girly-screamy reaction to the Daleks--I mean, it's not like she hasn't had her life threatened by them, and other monsters, before--but then, I got to thinking that her character is a mum now, and much older, hence she'd not only be a lot more aware of her own mortality--she has a son to raise, and the thought of her not being there for him any longer, might scare her almost as much as the Daleks...well, that's my take on it, anyway...it could also be that the director simply had instructed her to scream a lot and look really scared. :))

    I wonder where RTD came up with the number for the 27 planets? Why 27 and not 43, or 12, or 52? (Hey two more numbers, and I can go play the New York State Wednesday/Saturday Lotto drawing, ha-ha.) Of course, that's my birthday date, so that was sort of an unintentional personal touch, for me.

    And, there was this whole "Music of the Spheres" thing (see previous blog entry for Sunday 27th July), at the end, there was this whole "music inside your head" thing...did I detect a bit of trancendentalism in that? :) Well, Russell T., old Ralph Waldo would have been proud of you with that bit at the end of the Doctor's monolouge.

    I won't dwell any longer on how the regen scene messed me up that weekend, and shattered my trust in an old friend (Dr Who), but still, I find my solace in Doctor Who...just not using it as a mental crutch any longer.

  • I am Tardis-trained now!

    How long could you survive in the vacuum of space?
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  • Bowling Pins and other sounds I have known...

    You know, I am a person who aborbs things--sights, smells, feelings, sound.

    Sound plays a big part of my life. Dunno' why, but I remember familar sounds, long after they are gone forever from my life. Sometimes, the associated smells, as well.

    Some sounds bring back happy memories, some..not. Some are just ordinary noise, heard while working or doing chores around the home.

    One of my first jobs, when I was around 18, was as short-order cook in a bowling alley. To this day, I can hear the constant rolling rumble and clatter of the balls, the ear-shattering clacking of the pins as they go down. The ka-thunk of the ball return. The smell of beer, french fry grease (before the health nazis banned animal-based cooking fats), and that chemical smell that pervades everything--the wax they used every morning on the alleys, to keep them up to snuff.

    And then, there was our old lawn mower. A green model dad got from Sears or Wards or K-marts, I forget. I can still hear the whipping sound of the pull cord as I tried to start the engine. (The half-muttered curses when it wouldn't blinking start.) The tang of gasoline, and the sour smell of old mown grass clinging to the underside of the mower. The continuous clattering buzz of the engine as I walked back and forth, row after row, with the occaisional clunk-murph, as I hit a mound of dirt that the moles had thrown up in the back yard, or the blat-snap when I accidentally ran over a twig.

    The high-pitched whine of mum's old hand-held, Sunbeam two-beater electric mixer, whipping up the mashed potatoes every Sunday night. It used to be a bother, when I was taping "Mostly Folk," my favourite folk-music programme, on WRPI, which ran from 6pm to 8pm every Sunday. That's because the electric mixer's noise would somehow come through the radio, and so some song would wind up having the high-pitched whirrring sound of mum's beater in the middle of a song track. It was like having a mosquito on Steroids buzzing through the middle of a really good tune.

    The distinctive sound of the village's yellow and black school bus, it's old motor grinding up the steep four-lane motorway, with a loud, throaty humming of its engines, on the hill that our little dead-end street was located off of. You didn't need to look at the clock, you heard that bus and knew that it was 3:30 or thereabouts.

    When I was taking a heavy-equipment operation class, in my early 30's, working on and around bucket loaders, bull-dozers, dump trucks and back-hoes for 4 hours a day, five days a week (the other 2 hours were spent in the class-room) I got so I would hear the back up alarm--you know, that pesky "beep-beep-beep"---in my sleep. To this day, I still find that sound really annoying.

    The sound of the furnace clicking on, on a cold winter morning. The familiar light metalic ticking of the baseboard radiator, the quiet basso hum of the gas furnace firing up, down in the cellar. Me, rolling over in my blankets, trying get closer to the wall and the comforting warmth. Feeling the heat rising up, even as I perhaps could hear heavy sheets of icy sleet, hissing against the window pane above me.

    I can remember, back home when I was a teenager, waking in the dark on a late June morning, at 4am, to the sound of dozens of robins singing merrily at the top of their lungs. Sometimes I would groan and put the pillow over my ears. Other times though, the pull of nature was too stong, and I'd throw on my hiking boots, jeans and flannel shirt. Slap on my cowboy hat and go outside and join them in welcoming the sun to a brand new day. It was glorius!

    I remember, walking around the wetlands, the way the cat-tails swayed in the wind, a rattling sigh. The myrid little orange trumpet-shaped blooms of jewelweed, and the rasping yet melodic call of a red-winged blackbird, perched proudly on a swaying cat-tail reed. The musty smell of mud and the feel of the wind brushing my cheeks.

    I remember the softly rising and fading whooshing sound of the wind, soughing and sighing in the boughs of a towering eastern hemlock tree. The way the sunlight danced off the little needles as they swayed gracefully in the wind--it was if the sun itself was laughing with joy. The tang of the pines, the deep rich smell of earth, the mildly exotic and mellow scent of Greek oregano (aka; wild marjoram), the sharp, wild call of a blue jay ("M-RAH! M-RAH!"), high in the tree.

    The sound of the rain--the most amazing of all nature's symphony's. Each drop of rain that falls, makes its own distinct sound. Some drops fall on water, some on trees, rooftops, grass, my hat. And, taken altogether, they sing a hissing, pinging,, drumming, thumping, plopping, dripping chorus that no human could ever truly hope to emulate.

    And the almost total lack of sound, on a cold and clear winter's night. Standing in a field of virgin snow, like standing alone on the moon. The brilliant white light of that moon, throwing shandows on the field as if it were daylight--but a rich, blue-toned light. The stars shining so brightly and fiercely in the ebony heavens, as to seem like diamonds which you could simply pluck from the sky. And the wind, the bitter, teasing winter wind. Softly stirring the great bushy boughs of eastern white pine. Their song so soft, you have to strain to catch the tune. The sound of your breathing, your very heart's beat. The night so still and so pure, it almost seems as if time itself were holding its breath until the coming of spring.

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