...from when I was a child.
I was thinking that I must be daft, buying clothes, when money's so tight. I really just went in for some replacement jeans--which I do wear to the office, one or two days a week, on causal dress days (the rest of the week, we have a strict dress code--which hardly anyone pays attention to, any longer).
But truth to tell, I do like shopping for clothing. I've been in denial over it for years. And, the odd thing is...I don't know why!
I know girls are supposed to LOVE clothes shopping, but I was the odd woman out, 'cos I didn't care for it, growing up..and even into my twenties and thrities. I mean, I was happy wearing what was comfy, but wasn't overly concerned about how it looked on me. I had certain things I liked--from western shirts, flannel shirts and cable-knit sweaters, to oxford shirts and polo shirts, long denim skirts, jumpers (see explaination below), cordoroy trousers, jeans and the occaisional blazer. Not exactly a fashion queen. I used to positively dread back-to-shcool clothing shopping! (We don't use uniforms in our public schools--what you in the UK refer to as "state" schools, here...so you wore to school whatever you or your mum picked out from the department store.)
Yeah, over the years I got dragged from one department store to the other--Topps, Westons, Montgomery Wards, Sears, Two Guys, Korvettes, Boston Store, Bradlee's, Stanley's, Lodge's, even Woolworth's.
To mum's disgust, I just plain wasn't interested in looking at dresses. I postively hated wearing them...jumpers (To clarify, we Yanks call jumpers, "sweaters," and "jumpers" are a type of sleveless pull-over dress which one may or may not wear a blouse with underneath--depending on the style, that normally has big front pockets.) jumpers--yes--maybe. If I liked the fabric and style.
I was then, and still largely am, seriously into natural fibers. Mum loved her polyester, I hate the darn stuff--I'll wear it in a pinch, but just NMS--Not my style. Cotton, a satan type of material, silk yes, but polyester--bleh!!!
Then, I hit 40. Viola. I am woman, hear me roar...well, maybe more like a loud "meow."
Suddenly, I am interested. I mean I don't think I'll ever be the shop-till-you-drop type, nor will I ever desire to own a closet full of posh clothing...but, when I do go shopping--usually only once or twice a year, if that, I get very serious. I know exactly what I like and don't like.
Mum often went along with me when I shopped. She used to complain that I had "expensive tastes."--not that I deliberately looked at expensive clothes! I just tune into what just naturally attracts me... Which unfortunately does seem to be right--too often I had to back off, because the item I coveted was really pricy. And the strange thing is, I, in all sincerity, really couldn't give a flying fig about designer clothing! So, how did I developed my high-flalutin' tastes?
But I will say, I love it when I do choose to dress posh--because even today, I still prefer jeans and a tee shirt/flannel shirt/western shirt, comfy sweater, over dressing posh...so when people see me posh, their jaws do actually tend to drop. They stop and turn and look at me funny. Like, "Who knew?" I am a bit vain I suppose, because I do sometimes get a kick out of it. Not that I care about the complements--they're nice, but not anything I've ever conciously craved.
Mum used to shake her head at me in wonder. One time, over dinner in a restaurant, she confessed that she couldn't fathom the change. She said something like, "How is it my daughter the tomboy, suddenly has become a clothes horse? You would never look twice at nice outfits, but now you can just walk up to the rack, pick out some things, and they look perfect on you. You dress like someone in my Town and Country magazine. What happened?" Oh, and then if memory serves me, I believe she added: "So why won't you dress that way all the time? And when will you show some interest in make up, and doing your hair? You'd have more men looking at you if you did." Always the mum! 
I don't know. I don't really feel comfortable with the image of being a shopaholic or clothes horse. It's just that I have very specific tastes and ideas of what I like (in posh clothes)..and those tastes evolve and change--I sometimes dress like I've always done, and sometimes I dress like I'd never done before.
I do know, that even in posh dress, I still follow my own drummer, and would never-ever buy something just because it's popular. I hate trendy--if I happen to be trendy--it's purely coincidence. Just to set the record straight, you see.
I suppose it's just a product of change and maturity and exposure to other influences somewhere. But, I have no regrets about today's purchases. I hemmed and hawed about that money I decided to spend on myself (I put the other 40 dollars aside for next week when I'll have a smaller pay check)--I still have 9 dollars left over, which I'll save for a rainy day, when I may need something. I could have gone to see a film or a play, I could have played crazy golf, or gone out to Jake's Roundup for dinner. Instead, I decided to use it for something I could continue to get some use from, for years (I hope) to come.
And, I can't help it. I think those Ked's retro Triumph trainers really are AWESOME! (--found my new shoes advertised on the web for 32.45 Euros--on sale--they were originally the equivilent--in France--of 92 dollars! Makes my 8 dollar trainers seem practically free!)
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Sorry, I do love it when I get a genuine bargain, though.

AN AMERICAN "JUMPER"
