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  • Dr Who: Time Lords Don't Cry

    Doctor Who: Time Lords Don't Cry, by Playwrite27

    CHAPTER 9: Grief in the Night

    The hoary moonlight slipped in and out of the roiling clouds, making the walking slow for the Doctor and Marie. The path they were following was worn smooth by many feet, but it was also very narrow. Dried burdocks and stickers clung to their clothes where the Doctor and Marie had brushed against them in the confined space. In places, the woods were so close that they seemed like an underground tunnel, the drooping branches, seeming to beckon the pair on towards Hell. A sudden, heavy flapping noise caused both the Doctor and Marie to jump with alarm. A cry rent the air, “Ohhhh----Whooo-ahh”

    “It’s alright,” Marie said, squeezing the Doctor’s hand, “it’s just an old barn owl. It scared me too.” The Doctor grinned sheepishly. Suddenly, a thought occurred to him. He turned around looked at Marie, squinting in the uncertain light. “Marie, where’s your cat, Chauncey?” Marie looked worried. “I don’t know. He ran away with me, but then, after I left he cabin, I couldn’t find him. I wish he’d come back. I--I don’t know what I’d do without him. He’s--he’s all I have.”

    The Doctor could see Marie was fighting not to show how truly distressed she really was by her cat’s absence. He put a reassuring arm around her. “Awww--that’s not true. You have me now, haven’t you?” She was about to turn and say something in reply, when the Doctor spotted something lying in the path ahead, that caused him to pull Marie to his chest.

    His face had a sober, dark cast to it. “Marie,” he spoke softly but sternly into her hair, “close your eyes. Just keep walking but don’t look down at the path. Just let me guide you.” The pair of them hadn’t walked but a few steps when he felt Marie stiffen. She halted abruptly. “Chauncey?” She whispered in a confused voice. Then She tried to run, but the Doctor held her fast. “Chauncey! No! No, Chauncey, no!”

    The Doctor gathered her in his arms and stroked her hair, her racking sobs were muffled, as she buried her head in his thin shoulders. He did what he could to comfort her. “I’m sorry, Marie. He’s gone. I’m so, so sorry.” “I know,” she sniffed, “I can feel it. He’s not there anymore. He’s gone. Just like mom. Why does everything I care about have to go away, why do I always have to be alone, why?” For once, the Doctor was at a loss for what to say--but somewhere inside him, he knew he'd also felt that way, and quite recently, too. There were names floating in the back of in mind, names--they were important to him somehow...a person, a place. He could almost picture them, but it was like looking at a faded photograph through a smoky mirror. And then, the sensation was gone.

    The Doctor glanced at the lifeless furry body. Marie was frozen to the spot, made temporarily immobile by her overwhelming grief. Which wasn’t good, the Doctor thought. They had to get out of these woods, get to a place where he could set up some sort of a defense.

    He held her away from him, looking seriously into her eyes. “I'll tell you what, Marie. I know it’s not much comfort, but when this is all over, we’ll give him a right proper burial. I give you my promise.” As they skirted the body, the Doctor noticed something shiny lying there. He picked it up and examined it with his torch. It was a silver money clip. Marie saw it and looked away, sadly. “That was Uncle Tobias’.” Marie said. The Doctor’s face grew angry and grim. “Oh yeah, is it now? Well, I think I’m going to have to make a point of meeting good ol’ Uncle Tobias, sometime very soon. He and I have a few things to discuss. Come on, now. We have to keep moving.”

    The moon scampered into and out of the rolling dark clouds, as the Doctor and Marie went back to the deserted farm house. Deep in the woods, the owl hooted again, "Who--ah!"

  • Moods and Human Nature.

    Ralph Waldo Emerson once wrote: "People grieve and bemoan themeselves....there are moods in which we court suffering, as the hope that here at least we shall find reality, sharp peaks and edges of truth, but it turns out to be scene-painting and counterfeit"

    Emerson is being rather disillusioned and bitter here, and, I don't entirely agree with him on this matter. Not that I entirely disagree with him, either---yes, sometimes I do think, we as humans, tend to find more comfort in ugliness, than in in peace--or even just..normalcy. Emerson says that grief is "shallow." There, I tend to swing away from him. I think grief is part of life, not shallow, but a counterpoint to joy. Like hate and love, man and woman, we, in reality, cannot have one, without the other.

    Of course, no one likes someone who's always down--which makes those of us who genuinely suffer from depression, sometimes very lonely people. But, then, I find being around someone who's continually upbeat--tho' it's a genuine--truly real--pleasure to know someone like that, I find it a bit...tiring. It's good to know someone who's very open and upbeat, I certainly consider myself blessed when I know someone like that-- but, truth to tell, sometimes I also need someone who can relate--genuinely know what it's like--who can understand my downside.

    I try to accept my lot in life, but unlike the late Mr. Emerson, these constant troubles over the past year and a half, the nearly continual worry about my low income, the hovering specter of homelessness, ever in the back of my mind--it does effect me, it wears on me. I hate being doom and gloom all the time, I'd love to have hope and joy and dreams again...but realitistically, that's just not me. I can't even imagine it any longer. It's not a part of my life anymore. I honestly would love it, if it could come back to me...but I'd be delusional, I feel, if I thought that to be even a remote possibility.

  • The Rooster Crows

    I am a bit shell-shocked. Having got to bed around 2am in the morning, I woke at half-past ten, had an early lunch, blogged a bit, fed the cats, put some stuff away, and went to lay down, as I was still a bit tired from everything in the past week and a half...and I only now just woke up---at quarter to five in the afternoon! I NEVER sleep that late! Whoa! That was a bit of a shock, I must say. I went to bed and it was sunny, I got up and it's pouring down rain. Happy Fourth of July, whoopie.

    Gah! My gosh, weren't Americans nasty on the phone lines yesterday--not just me, but pretty much the entire office was grumbling. I got some "lady" that deliberately hurt me, by sounding a whistle in my ear--yes, I hate my fellow Americans sometimes, we're a bunch of mean, stupid people, we are.

    Sometimes, I'd love to go back in time, and tell Lord Howe to get his arse--and troops, up to Saratoga and win that damn battle, so the British could win the war. (Battle of Saratoga is considered the turning point of the American Revolution.) Of course, I wouldn't have today off--but people would be marginally more civilized, and, I'd have NHS...and, probably a lot better chance of going on holiday, as well...and better public transport, and...probably no Iraq "War"--does no one remember when they say "war," that Bush declared Iraq a victory? Big ceremony? Aircraft Carrier? Ring any bells here, people?

    Still, for now, I have to go to the drug store and get my meds, so I simply have to wake up. My body says, "no-no." My common sense says, "Yes, damn-it." Hopefully, my common sense will win, we'll see...

    So, I going to make a quick supper, (Tex-Mex rice casserole) and shower and change.

    Funny, I've been thinking, since Christmas Invasion, that Catherine Tate'd make a fantastic companion--really good counterpoint to the Doctor, without all that gooey sappy-ness that has been so prevelent in the series. I really HATE soap operas and romance novels, and sometimes Doctor Who--which I adore---does feel a bit like it should be named Tardis-Enders or, As the Tardis Turns (American soap--As the World Turns). So, this is wonderful news. Don't know if I'll ever see Series 4, but I've got my fingers crossed.

  • Quiz #3: Hidden Talent?

    Do I really have a "hidden" talent?

    RESULTS:

    Your Hidden Talent

    You are a great communicator. You have a real way with words.
    You're never at a loss to explain what you mean or how you feel.
    People find it easy to empathize with you, no matter what your situation.
    When you're up, you make everyone happy. But when you're down, everyone suffers.

    http://www.blogthings.com/whatsyourhiddentalentquiz/

    One more Quiz: TEST YOUR CULINARY KNOWLEDGE:

    Your Culinary I.Q. is: 100
    You're practically a professional chef already!

    http://www.culinaryacadamies.com/r/f9ad78107b98102aa2c9

    More quiz results at a later time....

  • Quiz #2: Manly or Girly?

    Am I manly or feminine?

    RESULTS:

    You Are 55% Feminine, 45% Masculine

    You are in touch with both your feminine and masculine sides.
    You're sensitive at the right times, but you don't let your emotions overwhelm you.
    You're not a eunuch, just the best of both genders.

    I'm a little bit country, and a little bit rock N roll--or, a little bit straight and wee bit gay--oh, Captain Jack and I would get along fine... :))

    http://www.blogthings.com/areyoumasculineorfemininequiz/

  • Borrowed from Sweetlady Jane:

    Your Birthdate: October 27
    You are a spiritual soul - a person who tries to find meaning in everything.
    You spend a good amount of time meditating, trying to figure out life.
    Helping others is also important to you. You enjoy social activities with that goal.
    You are very generous and giving. Yet you expect very little in return.

    Your strength: Getting along with anyone and everyone

    Your weakness: Needing a good amount of downtime to recharge

    Your power color: Cobalt blue

    Your power symbol: Dove

    Your power month: September

    Oddly enough, cobalt blue really is my favourite colour...huh. :p But I don't get on very well with neo-conservatives, truth to tell.

  • David Tennant Joins the Partridge Family--or is he just gay?

    What in the billy blue blazes is he wearing now?

    Saw this pic of Mr. Tennant at some premier--think it was for that new Harry's Potty movie.

    The guy looks like he's auditioning for the new version of the Partridge Family--seriously, I've not seen threads like that since 1970-71!! No, really. He looks like he's just come from the Austin Powers set. What was he thinking? The man is, I'm sure, a lovely person, but man...he sure does have odd tastes in clothes, sometimes.

    He may have..what I presume, is his lady friend with him, but dang! The guy's clothes just scream "poof" at you, don't they? "C'mon get happy...!"

  • Who's in Who? New Companion for Doc

    FROM THE DAILY MAIL:

    Kylie Minogue to star in Dr Who
    Last updated at 08:00am on 3rd July 2007

    Comments Comments (13)
    Singer and actress Kylie Minogue will this month be getting her teeth into some out of this world filming when she joins Dr Who.

    The BBC has confirmed that the Aussie songbird is teaming up with the Doc in a major lead role in an hour long special this Christmas.

    Kylie will be joining David Tennant for the episode, Voyage of the Damned, which starts filming this month in Cardiff.

    The production team has also confirmed the storyline will follow on directly from the ending of series three where viewers witnessed The Titanic crash through the Tardis walls.

    The episode has been written by Doctor Who's executive producer and head writer Russell T Davies.

    He said: "We are delighted and excited to announce that Kylie Minogue will be joining the Doctor. Doctor Who Christmas specials are always a joy and we feel very confident that this will be the most ambitious and best Christmas episode yet."

    Kylie added: "It is an incredible thrill to be joining David and the entire Dr Who production for this year's Christmas speical.

    The fourth series of Doctor Who - featuring two assistants - will return in spring next year.

    Freema Agyeman, 28, who was rumoured to be facing the axe from the BBC1 revival, will be absent from the first half of the fourth series.

    The mystery new companion will join the Doctor for the entire 13-week run of the next series and is expected to be announced shortly.

    Hmmm--who the hell is this Kylie broad and, can she act? Well, I suppose she must do, if she's in Who. Don't know what all the fuss is about, personally speaking. Never heard of her.

    Also, on an unrelated side note, the journalism/editing student in me, is really disgusted with online newspapers--why is it, in newsprint, papers bend over backwards (if they're worth their salt) to correct errors--but online papers mis-spell words CONSTANTLY, and no one cares? The internet is a great tool and nice to make connections with, I don't always think the internet has been beneficial for the advancement of human intellect. "SPEICAL???" Does the Daily Mail not have an editor for its online stories, then? :roll:

  • One Dr Who Caption before bedtime


    "And I'm telling you, Master, for the last time...STOP calling me "Tweety-bird!"

  • Welcome to Hell...erm--Glens Falls

    Well, I don't have to die to find out what Hell's like, I live here.

    I went to hospital after work> So, once I got in the ER, after pushing on the sore spot as hard as he could, the doctor said, "Yup. That's an abscess alright." Nooohh! Really? I never would have guessed that this bigger-than-a-golf-ball sized, painful lump under my jaw was an abscess--not in a million years. Gee, what a surprise.

    Anyway, they slapped yet more IV's on me--now I am beginning to know how a pincushion feels, between all of the IV's, transfusions, blood draws and glucose tests in the last week and a half. Damn. I'm getting downright holey. Just stick a needle in me and call me the Pope, ha-ha.

    So, yet another round of antibiotics for moi. Yippee, more money to shell out for meds that I can't afford.

    So, there I was, getting jabbed yet again--now, I'm fairly normal, in that I'm not crazy about being jabbed with needles--but, I've learned to live with it. Yet tonight, I have found a second place I don't like getting jabbed--if you think about it long enough, I think you'll figure out where the first place is. Well, this time, instead of putting the IV in on the opposite side of my elbow--where it's always gone, previously, tonight, the nurse jabbed me--jabbed being the correct word here--with a rather long needle, in the fleshy part of my forearm--ouch. Yes, that stings--and stings and stings.

    But, it wasn't all bad, I got to watch of bit of tele--don't have tele, remember, so it's nice when I can see it, once in a while. Mostly news, a documentary about the Souix Indians in the Dakotas, and their plight (85% unemployement rate, and the US govt. banning them from growing their major cash crop, industrial hemp, due to stupidarse drug regs.) and political commentary on Bush, Hilary Clinton's pres. campaign, and also on Islam and the way it's perceived by the media in the US. And some cartoon, something guy, that I've never seen before, and hope to never see again--oh, it was okay, I just am not a cartoon person, all that much.

    So, I get checked out about midnight, finally. Could I get a cab? Hell no. Two cab companies, and neither one's picking up the phone. Lovely. It's Forth of July--everybody's out boozing and partying!

    Yeah. Welcome to Hell--erm, Glens Falls, where drunks can get a cab anytime, but sick people coming out of hospital have to flippin' walk ten blocks.

    Thankfully, I was wearing my old hiking boots, this time, instead of my leather slippers..that would'a been an uncomfortable walk, for my flat feet. I do miss driving, sometimes.

    Oh, I managed it, but am so incredibly tired. I did stop at the hot dog stand on South street, that's open 'till 1am, and picked up two dogs with the works for home, and a chocolate fudge brownie to have in the morning, so I don't have to cook..they were out of donuts, it was either the brownie or a slice of apple pie, and I'm not keen on apple pie. I so want to get out of here, tho'--even for just one stinking day. A half-day even..anything! I'm not ungrateful--honest, truly I'm not! But sometimes, I have to be truthful, Glens Falls feels like my own personal prison without bars. I'm living the life I've tried for decades to avoid, and sometimes--it makes me feel a bit down, I'm afraid. But I am grateful, literally every single day, that I still have a roof over my head--I can only take one day at a time--because well I know, financially and/or physically, that roof can come crashing in on me, at any given time.

    GLENS FALLS HOSPITAL

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