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Posts archive for: 5 June, 2007
  • Well....

    Well..off to work for a short night. Then, going to hate every minute of it, but off to emergency after that. Going to be one helluva night here in reality-land.

    I got a survey in my e-mail's in-box, from the college I went to, at 19. The same one I dropped out--okay, okay, flunked, out of, in 1980. Why me? I only didn't even make it through the first 6 months. Anyway, maybe it's an automatic thing, based on freshman enrollments for the fall term of '79...beats me.

    That college wasn't great--it was okay, but, not great. I was an all-girl's school, quite small, in a quaint town just east of the big city (Syracuse). I guess it's a big-time four-year co-ed college now, but then it was only a 2-year, and sort of at the bottom of the barrel. The horse programme was a bit of a joke--our "text book" for one of my classes was a cheezy paperback that cost less than five dollars...which even back then, is laughably cheap for a school book. We competed with other horse-related colleges, in riding competitions--but also in the "horse bowl," a college quiz programme that used to be held at the big Cornell University Vet school, each year. We bombed! Well...

    ...I think we girls were a bit like the boys of Scumbag College, in this video. Ah, such memories--the thrill of victory...that we always heard of, and the agony of defeat--god, didn't our feet hurt after walking 'round that big Cornell campus all day. :))

  • What to do?

    I don't know what to do!

    I'm, at this point, 99 percent certain that I won't be able to talk five hours--I've barely been able to speak with my cats, today. I CANNOT take time off from work--no work, no pay, no rent. What the hell am I going to do?

    I tried ringing up a cab, earlier today, to take me to hospital, but it was more than a half hour wait for one, due to storm damage, and factor in the long wait to be seen...it didn't seem very feasible.

    So here I sit, in utter misery--even my tongue hurts, and twenty minutes I have to be to work--and I don't know what to do. I'm seriously dithering.

    Well, the only compromise I can think of is to phone in late--work four hours, instead of three. Maybe, if it's this bad at 10pm, go to hospital after work.

    On top of everything, this thing has me so wrung out--I feel like a limp rag-doll. There isn't an energized bone in my entire body, and I don't even want to begin to describe what my apartment looks like, right now.

    Still dithering...stay, go, short term, hospital? No clue. Have just four minutes to make up my mind..tick-tick-tick. I hate being me--anybody wanna' trade? You too can be a miserable old maid... ;)

  • Bucking the odds.

    Probably shouldn't be typing, because we're in the midst of a severe thunderstorm, but..eh. There's worse things than getting electrocuted.

    I've been shocked before (and I'm not talking about taking in the sight of David Tennant's rather pale and skinny bum). Had a near miss with a lighting strike in my late teens. 24 years ago, I had to un-thaw the pipe coming out of the well--and got a shock. That was weird. I mean, it's sort of like a severe burn--the reaction, I mean. You sort of sit there for a few seconds, going, "Huh. Isn't that odd?" Before your actual brain kicks in and tells you you'd better let go. I imagine men go through this sort of thing, all the time. :p

    Whoops! That was a close strike! Ha-ha, life! Come and get me! Wow, it's really coming down out there. Actually, two people did get nailed by lighting this afternoon, fifty miles down the road, in the city of Schenectady, NY. One's critical, I read. I mean, how many thousands of years of evolution do we have, and people STILL don't know NOT to stand under a tree during a thunderstorm? God help us.

    Well, I've still not had a thing to eat, today, and must do something about that. Won't be able to concentrate on my job tonight, if I don't, I suppose. I must say though, love the nice cool air coming in the windows. It's been steamy and hot for more than a week now--and promises to do so again, soon. Well--there goes the fire siren for West Glens Falls volunteer department, guess that big strike must've hit something, afterall. Ah well, it's June. It rains and storms in June...sometimes we even get a tornado, tho' not recently.

    So, I'm going to scrounge something to eat--more fried egg and ketchup sandwich, I'm thinking . Yuck. But..beats starvin'.

  • Plans oftgang awry and talking about Who?

    Well, WAS supposed to do laundry today...but, no. My fever's back up there, this afternoon, and I need to conserve myself for my job, tonight. Hopefully tonight no one will notice that I'm ill--I'm going to do my best to hide it. Not easy as my desk is just across from the supervisor's. I don't know if there's really a place like heaven, but surely there is a hell, and I'm living in it.

    Well, this is a cheery post, ey?

    Time to move on...

    I read in a fan forum that the next Who monster is an old enemy of the Doctor's. Several people theorize that the monsters are the Daemons, resurrected from Pertwee's era. I'm thinking that's reflective of the pics of the statues in the trailers...as I recall, some gargoyles came to life in the Daemons episode. But, who knows? Well...okay, "Who" does know--it's the rest of us that're in the dark, ey?

    I'm told Stephen Moffat wrote this next one--gosh, the guy's good, really, really good. He did Empty Child and Girl in the Fireplace, two brilliant episodes. So, hopefully, this won't be another Love and Monsters, and will be genuinely intense--even tho' the Doc's not in this one, much.

    "Yeah, I'm a big star, now. But I still can't get a role on Taggart. Hand me that bottle, will you?"

  • Dr Who: The Dream Weavers


    "Look at my face, will you? Can't you tell I'm really Scottish?"

    A new Dr Who short story.

    Not great but...Meh, it's something to do in my downtime--beats losing at cribbage on the computer or staring my ugly ceiling. ;)

    Doctor Who: The Dream Weavers

    CHAPTER ONE: A Doctor's Tale

    Martha looked over at the Doctor, standing beside the console. His face, in the green glow of the column, seemed creased with worry. “What is it, Doctor?” She asked. He looked up at her, and for an instant, she caught a glimpse of the fear in his eyes. Then it was gone, replaced by that boyish grin she was coming to know so well.

    “What’s What?” He asked innocently--too innocently. “Oh come on,” she chided, “there’s something wrong, and you don’t want me to know about it, is that it? I’m a big girl, Doctor. If I can face the Judoon on the moon, alien Elizabethan witches and Daleks during the depression, what more is there to be afraid of?”

    For just a moment, the Doctor simply looked at her. In the space of his heartbeats, the Doctor’s eyes became suddenly filled with a seemingly infinite emptiness…then, it was gone. “Right, then!” He shouted. Let’s see just how scary, scary can be, eh?” He looked at Martha, and she almost shivered--his look for once, seemed alien and…almost insane. “You aren’t scared of being scared, are you, Martha? You humans love being scared: horror movies, roller coasters, bungee jumping, the deep South, Edgar Allen Poe--now there was a genius-- the Spice Girls…”

    Throwing off his melancholy like he would toss aside his long coat, the Doctor began playing his hands over the console switches with a flourish, muttering to himself in some language Martha had never heard before--it sounded almost like he was swearing under his breath--and enjoying it.

    Suddenly, the Tardis gave a great lurch, throwing Martha against the control room’s metal railing. The Doctor merely griped the edge of the console with one hand, and aimed the sonic screwdriver at some part, with his other hand. With a sonic buzzing, the screwdriver served to help the Tardis right herself.

    “Doctor!” Martha exclaimed, “When are you going to let me drive this thing?” The Doctor gave her a wry look and muttered something that sounded suspiciously like, “Back seat driver.” Marta shook her head. “Sometimes I think you just make this all up as you go along--that you have no more of a clue how to steer this thing, that I have.” The Doctor was staring at his view screen intently and didn’t answer. She leaned over his shoulder, but couldn’t decipher the complex patterns on the screen. “What is it, Doctor? What’s wrong?” The Doctor looked up into her eyes with a deep expression, his eyes seeming to be ancient and…somewhere behind that…frightened.

    Martha shuddered involuntarily. She backed off slightly. The Doctor, sensing her discomfort, reached out a hand and placed it on her arm. He gave her his most reassuring grin, but Martha wasn’t buying it. “What is it? It’s something really bad, isn’t it? Something you don’t want me to know about, yeah?” The Doctor regarding his friend silently for a moment, then shook himself, almost like a dog. “Nahh--no worries. Just a glitch in the time-space vortex, I’m sure.”

    Martha returned the gesture, holding his arm and gazing into his eyes. “I’m your friend, aren’t I, Doctor? I mean, that’s why I’m here, right? Or am I just like some stray cat you found in some alley somewhere and took in for some comfort? Because,” She said forcefully--giving him her most determined stare--“Because if that’s the case, then you might as well take me home, right now.”

    The Doctor raised an eyebrow, in what seemed to her like hurt surprise. “A stray cat? Martha! You were never…” Without warning, he raced around and slapped the Tardis’ hand brake. “Right then! We’ll park here, in the Atnaf Nebula for a bit, and have a little chat, eh?” He strode around to the console room chair and flung himself on it. Patting the empty spot beside him, he commanded. “Alright. Sit.” She goggled at him. “What?” Sighing, he said, more gently, “Please, Martha. Come and sit down by me.”

    Seated side by side on the chair, the Doctor’s trainers propped up in front of him, Martha waited. The Doctor stuck his hands behind his head. “Right. Where to begin, eh?” Martha said, “Well, my Gran always said to me, ‘start at the beginning, go all the way to the end, and stop.’” The Doctor started, and then gave her a delighted grin. “Your Gran said that? Very wise woman, your ol’ Grandmother.” Sighing he added, “And, she’s right. So, here’s what we’re up against, Martha: Mind control. Not just mind control, but your whole perception of reality--beings that can shape your reality, change it into anything they want, and the thing is…you’d never know. It would all seem as real to you as you and me sitting here now, talking.

    Staring at the console room ceiling he said, “There’s these creatures, the Haneysbyrds. They are ancient, from the dawn of time. For millions and millions of years, they kept to their home planet, in the farthest part of the galaxy. They lived in peace and harmony. They had never known hardship or suffering of any sort. They were a gentle and noble race, one known throughout the stars for their wisdom.” He sighed sadly.

    “Then, there was a war. And these creatures wiped out the invaders--but, in the ensuing bloodshed, they also learned to hate, and learned to plot and to torture and…well, they made your Spanish Inquisitors look like little girls at a tea party. --they took all the bad characteristics of those who made war on them, and it changed their entire race. And what made things worse, is that they also gained the technology to build their own ships.”

    Getting up, he paced the floor in front of her, running his hands through his hair. “They began conquering other planets. One by one, each one became their slaves--or worse. They became their play things--toys to move about, like a living board game. Then, they picked on Galifrey. Well…we weren’t having any. So, there was a war, and the Haneysbyrds lost. They were banished into the heart of hollow planet--there to spend the rest of their days alone, in the darkness. But,” He flopped down again beside her, “there was a tale that two of the leaders got away. They fled in a stolen ship into the darkest part of the universe, and no trace of them was ever found. “ The Doctor looked at Martha grimly. “Until now.”


    "You mean I have to go out there, in the mud, with normal people? But I'm the star..."

  • Tagged by Freeasthewind

    Okay, Free, you got me.

    7 more totally useless facts about myself:

    1. My favourite holiday spot (so far) is Iceland.

    2. As a child, my very favourite author was illustrator/writer, C.W. Anderson.

    3. At age 14 I fell in love with American folk and Celtic music.

    4. My favourite dog breed is the collie (rough coated--like Lassie).

    5. I can't stand any food with mushrooms in it.

    6. My favourite modern playwright is Neil Simon.

    7. My favourite auto is a Ford Ranger.

  • Sent Home

    Well...here I am, home at nine. The shank of the evening. I got sent home--apparently I was acting a bit spaced out at work--which I explained was due to pain. My boss sent me home--she said, "Go home. You can't talk on the phone feeling like that, and, you look like >:XX . You can make up your hours on Saturday." Can always rely on my employer for a complement, can't I?

    My jaw is so stiff, my neck is swollen and sore--the veins in my tongue are bulging out, my gums are messed up, and I can't hear nothin' out of my right ear..this sucks. Talking on the phone tonight was sheer torture--and, I kept having people coming up and asking if I was okay--which I had to respond to. I started to feel dizzy, so I went home. Not even bothering with dinner, tonight. Just going to wait for the pain meds to kick in, and off to bed.

    So, I got partway home, in the rain--forgot my hat, and also, it seems, forgot my keys, as well-somehow I'd left them on my desk at work. So, had to trudge back 2 blocks, take the elevator back up to my floor, fetch the keys and trudge all the way back home again. Life sucks, and then, if you're really lucky...you just die already. Please. :no:

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