Well, I'm still tryin' to hang in there. Feeling marginally better--well, as best as my circumstances will allow. It's a terrible way to live, knowing that at any given moment, the rug of life may be pulled out from under me---again. It's pretty scary. It's hard to be happy--or even pretend to be happy, when that happens. I was pretty good at faking it in public, most times--but I'm only human, and sometimes I could tell I was being rather tetchy with people, tho' I do try hard to avoid that--mostly by avoiding people, whenever possible.
But I'm doing what little I can do to stay reasonable stable, but...it's a bit dicey, at best...depression is something one can't truly control--only manage. And life--well, when your life is out of control--or your control, whether through finances, relationships or other outside influences--is limited, you have one more huge concrete wall topped with razorwire, blocking your path to a secure existence.
That's about all I can tell you, I'm afraid. I'm sad and scared and lonely--but I'm also fighting to stay positive--and slowly trying to shift myself out of my doldrums and resume my "normal" daily activites. But gosh, it's so incredibly hard.
DAVID: "Check it out, Freema! Ol' Billie didn't call me "David Teninch" for nothing, ey?"
FREEMA: (Muttering under her breath) "Oh Gawd! This is going to be one helluva' long nine months!"
So, fears that Dr Who Series Four would be put on hold 'till 2009, seem to have been unfounded, as S4 has indeed been commissioned.
I so am so severely dissapointed that the BBC has banned Americans from watching its short little YouTube video clips--with still no reason given behind it.
Well, I suppose that's to be expected. After all BBC does stand for British Broadcasting Corporation--and the corporate mind is not geared to caring or common sense. At least, not in my experiences.
But I do think that's a bit cheap of them--they want us Yanks to watch their programming, buy their BBC-related DVD's, tee-shirts, audios, etc...they want us to spend huge sums on premium cable so we can watch BBCAmerica--then, they begrudge us a minute or two of little video clips--clips that they asked us Yanks to subscribe to on YouTube--cheap chav stunt! Yeah, can we say "bad public relations?"
I mean, American fans are really mad--and British fans are mad that the Americans are mad---it's not good PR. I think YouTube was a big mistake, on the BBC's part. But, then, Americans are known for their incredibly short attention spans--so who knows?
So, Mr. Tennant may or may not be in Series Four, and may or may not be leaving mid-way on....this is not me saying that--love Mr. Tennant's Doctor, but if the man wants to stay or go, that's his business.
That said, if he's not leaving--why the hell doesn't he just say so? All I've been able to get, is a cryptic comment from the man himself, that the Doctor "may or may not" survive though the whole series Four. Yeah, thanks for being so enlightening, Mr. Tennant. Well, if the man ever gives up acting--he'd make a wonderful politician.
freeasthewind
Glad to see your holding in there hun.