
I did finally get a bit of sleep--less than four hours worth, sadly. Means it's really going to be a hard day. Think when I come home for lunch break at 3pm, I'll just wolf down a couple of hot dogs and take a 30 or 45 minute power nap--providing I can sleep and that the kids across the way aren't booming their stereo.
Sent my 40 dollar student loan payment in--and now I've got an "you are about to default on your loan" statement...guess they didn't get my payment...geez--what next? Hope I don't have to make 2 payments now...sent a money order--if I'd sent a checque, it'd be okay--if they hadn't cashed the cheque, the money'd still be in the bank--now, I've apparently got this money order floating around out there, and may actually wind up having to pay 80 dollars for Jan/Feb! Damn, that's gonna' hurt.
I already am in default for my 300 dollar plus student loans with Citibank, and am looking at having my pay cheques garnished and heaven knows what all...now this. I knew things were going too smoothly. And this was the one loan I could actually afford to pay! Now, if my payment's been lost--I don't know, maybe I can get a one-time tempoary reduced payment--but that's not good, as there may come a time in the future when I really do need reduced payments...have I mentioned that I really hate my life?
Well, trying to force myself to eat something--it's a long time till I get home and eat lunch, something like a good 6 hours, really, inbetween--not good for us diabetics--and your'e pretty much limited to what you can eat at your computer station...gawd, this is going to be a long and miserable day--but, I did volunteer to pull these hours, no one made me...well, okay, the fear of the return of abject poverty made me--trying to eat on the equivilent of less then 10 pounds a week---but still, I wish now, that I hadn't.
Ah well, if wishes were Dr Who collectables, I'd have wall-to-wall Dr Who in my house, ey?






