
I am soooo--upset right now! Okay, I'm out there waiting for the bus--and he blows right past me--waving my arms at his breeze as he drives right by...slowed down, then decided not to wait, and took off again. Arrrrgh!!!!
So, I say, "Well, I'm stuck here, I might as well see what's in the post from yesterday." Bad idea. Another fine from the state--due Monday---for 45 dollars--which isn't bad, as fines go, but I only have 22 dollars...and now I have to spend 15 of that on cab fare to work! Arrrgggh!! Arghhh! Arrrgh!!!
And I don't get my first cheque from work until Novemeber 3rd. Gah! I hate my life! I can live with a little hunger--but how the hell am I going to buy cat litter and cat food? Damnit--when am I going to have a normal existance? Why can't I just have one lousy week without problems? Don't bother answering that, God, I know why.
Someone just shoot me, please. They do it to horses. Sometimes, I'd rather face the wrath of a dozen daleks, than deal with the crap that's my life.
GoingSomewhere



Sorry you had such a bad start to your day, and I do hope you're feeling better now, although I'm sure you're very tired.