Who's the idiot now? Me. Big ol' stupid, stupid me. I say that, because here it is, first day on a new job--and I drank tons of coffee last night and couldn't get to sleep 'till after two in the morning--which wouldn't be so bad if I had a car, I could sleep till 7 and no probs. But, I have to catch the early bus--so up by five...gadzooks! Not even the rooster in the henhouse across the street was up yet (and believe me, I would have heard 'em)!

So here I am, sitting here, at stupid O'clock in the morning...sleepy as hell, with a (hopefully) caffine headache, trying to convince my stomach to hold my breakfast down (I can never eat early in the morning without upsetting my stomach for some reason).

I still have to shower and do the makeup and nails thing...which I'm not used to...lets's face it: dirty towels and garbage don't care what you look like...dressing for an office is the only real downside to this job--takes three times longer for me to get ready! The old job's: if it was clean and reasonably neat--anything would do. Wore a baseball cap to keep the sweat, rain and hair from my eyes on the other jobs--now I have to mess about with my hair for half and hour every morning...(huge sigh) How I envy actors and actressess---they get to have someone do all that nonsense for them. They can just sit back and relax and chill before work.

So, got about five more minutes to write in, then I'm off to make my lunch and all that (turkey on white and a bottle of soda--whoo-hoo).

Had all I could do, just to do the washing up, this morning--draggin' my wagon...not good. But, I'll survive. No idea how long a day it will be. All I know is that before I start, I have to do 12 hours training--no clue if it's all at once, or in bits and pieces. But gosh, I am not complaining-heck no! Am worried about next month's rent, tho'. Okay, scared is more the operative word, but trying real hard not to dwell on it, too, too much. Things will still be tight--with or without a second job--but, this job is the first step in hopefull the right direction for a change.